Thursday, June 4, 2009

Goodnight moon

So, have you ever been weary and scared....you know the kind of weariness that creeps past your bones and into your soul.

I think I might be there.

I find that I just want to climb into the bed of my youth....to the protection of my parents....to a time when life did not press so heavily upon my soul....when I could sleep under my parent's roof and therefore under their protection. When I could close my eyes and sleep would come, quickly....when the dark was a friend that would escort me rapidly to my dreams. Now the dark is a stranger who lies in wait to creep into my being and whisper scary thoughts into my head throughout the night.

I just want to sleep.....the sleep that only comes when there is someone protecting you.

1 comment:

  1. Funny - i sensed this about you tonight Tam even before I read this. see what friendship is all about?

    I know this feeling - the feeling of needing the 'umbrella' over our head. We feel so vulnerable sometimes... and you are letting one of your treasures fly free (K) and you must feel unprotected on both ends. Sorry ... but I love you.

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